Wow, guess it's time for a new journal entry on updates huh? Been awhile...
Anyways, here's a little bit of what's been happening with me.
I really haven't been on here much do to quite a few things going on in life. Things serious and not so serious. I'm still healing from the loss of my once fiance, William. (grievance always takes time.) Art has been helping to keep my mind busy and not focused on it as much, hence another reason why I'm doing Commissions. In the midst of my commission work, I've also been working on Personal art as well. Have to keep my mojo going But, other things have come up as well that have put Art and Commissions to a slow. (Besides my loss) I finally have my Driver's Permit!! Haven't driven yet but, will get there soon. So, That was a big load off my shoulders
Been Battling the Government for SSI, have to reapply now -_- For those of you who know me well, I cannot work due to my PTSD and Bi-Polar disorder.
My PTSD has gotten worse since Will passed, have had more Panic Attacks closer together... And those always ware me out -_- Makes me exhausted into the next day, and that alone doesn't help with my art progress.
Also on a lesser note, have had issues with my HDTV, Samsung 32' LED. THAT, was annoying -_- since there is only one place in this fucking state that fixes HDTV's and it's about an hour from where I live.. So, long story short, they couldn't find anything wrong with it -_- Bastards...Had to go without games and Netflix for 2weeks, a couple things that help me to escape reality..Especially before bed. Good thing is, it's working perfectly now for some reason...Temperamental PMS Bitch TV...lol not kidding. Just happy it's working now.
Also, Been busy with the 4th. Was a great day, got to see fireworks from my grandparents living room while my brother, mom and my papa lit them off. I think I'm past that stage of lighting off fireworks I mean, I love fire and blowing shit up, but this year..I wasn't really feeling it. Still fun though!
My Nana (grandmother) is AWESOME, btw lol She surprised me on the 4th with an early Birthday gift Can you guess? Nah, I'll just tell you... Final Fantasy 13: Lightning Returns!!! and the Guide!! I was so psyched! Still am...Because it's so much fun!! My favorite game since Skyrim, honestly For those of you who don't know, I'm a die hard Final Fantasy/Square Enix Fan!! Yup! You heard me lol
So, that is taking up some of my time atm. Been switching from playing that to doing art...So Much Fun
And, to top it off.. My brother Shane's Birthday is this Saturday. He will be 12 lol
And..Mine is in 2weeks...-_- Joy.. Not looking forward to it..Mainly, because it will be EXACTLY 4months on the day, Since Will passed...-_- 2nd, our fiances are so bad that I can't even begin to think of myself and what 'I' want..I just can't..
*sigh* So, on THAT happy note, just wanted those who commissioned me to PLEASE not FRET!! I am getting your commissions DONE! Slowly, but surely I am. I also want to make sure I do a good job on them and not Fuck up by rushing. For those who have been waiting patiently, I greatly appreciate it! You're all Saints for being so patient and bearing with me through my troubles. Makes getting your commission done a quicker process
So, Here is the Art Update:
1.) Colored Head-Bust Commission of her OC, Elisabeth. fav.me/d6qasrb
2.) Colored Full Body Commission Of her amazing Angel/Dragon Character, Zachariah. fav.me/d5s2x3p
Coloring In Progress
3.) 2 Colored Character Commission Of Her OC's. fav.me/d3904qd And fav.me/d3c41t9
Sketching out Ideas
4.) Colored Full Body/w Background Commission of her Beautiful Dragon Character, Keyadrel. fav.me/d76tk2w
Sketching out Ideas
5.) Head Bust Line-Art Commission of her Dragon Character, Issa. fav.me/d6k94e1
Have Not Started Yet
6.) Colored Full Body w/o Background, of her Dragon Self. fav.me/d7nii16
Not Yet Started
7.) Colored Head Bust of her Dragon OC, Veno. fav.me/d7eu6fa
Not Yet Started
And, That's a Wrap!! Thanks for reading!