Hello my friends and watchers. I am writing this journal mainly to inform those who have commissioned me, and those who read my entries. ((PLEASE READ IF YOU COMMISSIONED ME))
I have been currently in a depressive state. For those of you who know me well, or have read my profile page, you are aware that I have Bi-Polar #2 disorder. Bi-polar A.K.A Manic/Depressive, is a disorder of the mood. Were the chemicals serotonin and dopamine don't always 'fire' correctly in the brain. Resulting in either/or Hyper activity (to the fullest) and Depression cycles. Mine, tend to be more of the depressive side of the 'disease'. I do however, take medication so that the symptoms don't worsen...But, meds is not a 'cure all' and I have my days (sometimes weeks). I have been experiencing Depression for the last week, and have been at a constant battle with it every day since it happened. Many of you may not know this, But for my Bi-Polar and My PTSD, I take 'Green Medication' A.K.A Medical Cannabis. My doc who I have been with since I was 13yrs old, prescribed me a medical 'green card'. This was at the beginning of this year. No other pharmaceuticals have been able to accomplish the success I have had with Medical Cannabis. (believe me when I say, I have tried EVERYTHING!)
So, a couple weeks ago I ran out of money and could not get any of my Green Meds. I had to take Valium just to sleep, but it's side effects can result in depression. When my depression hits (and it can hit BAD even without the side effects of Valium), I can barely bring myself to draw, or do anything enjoyable
I am currently still in this state, but am gradually coming out of it. A few days ago, I was able to get some Green Meds, and It has been helping to reverse the effect. Like I said, I am gradually coming out of my depressive state, but I do not know how long it will take...Therefore, I am informing my friends who have commissioned me, to please be patient with me. I am true to my word, and will not 'jack' the points you donated to me. I WILL get your commissions done. I PROMISE you that. I just need some 'breathing' room to get my brain back on track. I apologize to you my friends who have commissioned me...I did not expect for this to happen
I hope you all can understand and have patience with me...Knowing that you do, will help me be more at ease and to get back to my old self. I Love you all, and thank you for taking the time to read this. I will post more updates soon to let you all know what is going on.~God Bless,
Bri.
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